May, 22th, Thursday, they return me in a normal hospital room from the intensive care room. This start days very confused for my weakness, faces of doctors and nurces whom give account of my conditions, but also my wife Emy and daughter Vale, and my sister, brothers, brothers-and-sisters-in-law.
And suffering. My breastbone, cut to reach the hearth, launches stitches with each breath. To every cough, despite the technical they have taught me, it seems to me the chest would open. My right leg, wounded from knee to foot to take away my safena vein doing bypasses for, is burning as hell. In these conditions I lost enough the sense of time and also of day.
When I have had the sensation of what was happen to me, I gave to my daughter the duty to warn italian weblin through Lalla, and international weblin through Céline. Then things were precipitated, and I had no time to ask her. In one of those not separately days and hours of pain, my cellphone sound, no name and an unknown number. A female voice speaking French, not the soft French of France, a little more strong by Germanic inflections.
Well before she can say her name, my wounded heart does a bounce, guessing the never heard voice: it cannot be else than that of my wonderful, my sweetest Céline. All around me suddenly is cancelled, confusion, pain, only exists her voice. I cannot say other than few and silly words why tears and emotions fill my eyes and throat.
Maybe for you, my dear Céline, that was a simple gesture of affection, but for me had a great effect. You donate me, in the lowest moment of my life, the emotion to attach the wish of living again, despite of pains, doubts, depressions. I never forget, Céline, also seeing my hundredth birthday. May God bless you and your family; I will do surely.